The Truth of Life!

The Truth of Life

A green shadow and a grey cloud beckoned me to a rosy garden,

A blue gleam smiled at me with a glitter of hope,

The white angel was just next to me.

The tree, the cloud and the river is the new hope.

The angel never allowed me to her heart.

Why didn’t I enter the angel’s heart?

I asked myself in the rosy garden and not a leaf turned

When I asked again, some grass looked at with anger,

Some others shed tears, some mocked

The angel never allowed me to her heart. This is the Truth.

I have never asked for more, but for the heart

It could be just a few minutes, a few seconds,

But why is this refusal?

I saw the passing clouds with its awe and anger

Bringing rain and thunder, as if I have no place in heaven! This is the Truth.

I live in Earth

Where lies and prejudice supersede love and affection

Where integrity and trust no more bond with these beings

Where men are respected on money, no longer on values

When man becomes made of the above, there is no place with the angels.

There is something in my mind,

Which I couldn’t reveal for the rest of my life,

I can forget the angel,

I can forget the trees, the clouds and the rivers,

I can forget everything in life,

But how I can forget a dream that never came true?

There is something in my mind,

Which I couldn’t carry with me for the rest of my life,

I can carry the angel in my dream,

I can carry the sight of the trees, the clouds and rivers,

I can carry with it even the sights of the weather horrors,

But how can I carry with me a thought which I never have seen?

There is something in my heart

That remains a secret for the rest of my life,

I can sing with the angel and still not reveal this,

I can dance with the trees, the clouds and rivers,

I can carry through those horrendous days of winter

But how can I not share with my mind,

This dream,

Those thoughts,

These secrets

Remain just with nature,

But how can it be true?

How can it be true?

It cannot be

Just like life is a volley of vices,

Just like love is always lost with an enemy,

Just like a thought dies, a dream ends,

Truth also is false within!

~ Ram

SKANDA

Berijam Lake

One early morning at the Berijam Lake, Nature's at its serene best.

About Yesterday

Yesterday was a dream.

There were so many purples: so many reds, so many violets

Yet my blue was a stand out.

A thin white embroidery, a lace work

Adorned by a purist of nature,

The work of a great artist did live for eternity.

I meant the spring!

THERE ARE ONLY 2 RULES IN MY BOOK OF LIFE:

1. DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW IT WORKS.

2. IF YOU DO, FORGET IT SOON.

THERE ARE ONLY 2 MISTAKES IN MY DICTIONARY OF WELL-BEING:

1. TO FORGET

2. TO RUIN

THERE ARE ONLY 2 THINGS THAT MATTERS MOST IN LIFE:

1. LOVE

2. TRUST

THERE ARE ONLY 2 IMAGES THAT STICK TO LIFE:

1. NATURE

2. MOTHER

BUT THERE IS ONLY ONE THING THAT STANDS TO THE TIMES:

A SOJOURN WITH A FRIEND!

The Paul Harris Fellow

The Rotary Foundation recognized my contributions towards its FUND. I was privileged to receive the Paul Harris Fellow.

As much Love as laughter

The winters in Norway always made me laugh. I look upon these mountains as a great source of inspiration, contrary to many who consider winter gloomy! Why should I think different?

Skanda - You're Named!

The New Light in my Life - SKANDA.

Take a sprinkling of fairy dust,
An angel's single feather,
Also a dash of love and care,
Then mix them both together.
Add a sentiment or two,
A thoughtful wish or line,
A touch of stardust, a sunshine ray...
It's a recipe, for a Baby Boy truly fine.

Gloom & Bloom

There is always one less smile
& one more tear
during the days of gloom!

There is always one more smile
& one less tear
during the days of bloom!

There is always one less thought
& one more confusion
during the days of gloom!

There is always one more thought
& one less confusion
during the days of bloom!

Gloom & Bloom
are like day & night,
When one ends, the other begins.
there is no constant,
the mind is the one which looks upon the "whatever"

Good Morning Weekend!
Ram

A Cherished Moment!

Highest Global Exporter for Cotton Grey Fabrics Category from TEXPROCIL awarded by the Minister of State for Textiles, Smt.Paanabaka Lakshmi ( Seen: Mr.Amit Rupalia & Mr.Velayutha Nair)

It is Beautiful...these lines

"My Debt to you, Beloved,
is one I cannot pay
in any coin of any realm
on any reckoning day."
~ Jessie B Rettenhouse

Butter in the breads...

Tonight I thought, I buttered the breads too much...
so much...that it became greasy like the mind of a cobbler, always thinking about the passerby shoes and cut laces...it surely does not deserve this thinking., but this is the cause of a late night thought, I am taken to the streets of Canon-de-core in Brazil, where ripe yellow bananas and honey dips beat the caramelized popcorns in the carribean...the contest is great.

Mirrored Mysticisms

What I call this is Mystic.
-- Comfort during Pain
-- Kiss on the lips, when tears flow
-- Desire when destiny says 'NOT'
What is Mysticism if the above is NOT.:
Absorption within Gods Infinite Light (Judaism)
Complete non-identification with the world (Kaivalya, Hinduism)
Liberation from the cycles of Karma (Moksha in Jainism & Nirvana in Buddhism)
Intrinsic Connection to the world (Te is Taoism)
Union with God (Sufism)
Seeing the Light (Quakerism)
----- Isn't my enlightenment of a Divine Touch in the form of Kiss...the same?

A Friend. My Friend where are you?

You are my friend.
I wish I re-visit you with those lovely days of the yesteryears
Upon a time, we travelled around like maniacs in the streets of no where:
The Piping hot kancheepuram Idlis, the chaats from the dirty street vendors,
Where time knew nothing about the hours idly spent:
But the idle hours are the most idyllic.
Together, our reach was simpler, more realistic & true all the way. Yet, was there somthing missing during the times of togetherness?
What was it: A question I now lure into...The answer remains in the mystery of your whereabouts....and if you are somewhere within reach, where I can meet, I long to...because in life, there is somthing like this that goes:
To meet and re-live the past is somtimes more exciting than the ''to be-met tommorrow" and its strange unknowns..

Joints of Love

Where Tears run down to touch the lips,
When inhibition stops:
Pragmatism prevails,
Life begins.

Where Sweat hits the foreheads,
When the nerves freeze:
Pragmatism prevails,
Life begins.

Where the heart beats,
When the emotions flutter:
Pragmatism prevails,
Life begins.

Where the mind is confused,
When the heart denies the mind:
Pragmatism prevails,
Life begins

Where Love starts,
-------------------
None prevails,
Life begins or ends:?

The Music of Seperation

I remembered the dew drops,
I can relate the blue handbags, the white laces,
the beautiful smiles you carried with you,
the soft hands, the flowing hair glowing & glittering in sunlight,
the last recipe you made, all with love, care & passion,
the melon fruits & cheese cakes,
the tarts, the pies and the apple strudels
all warm with fresh whipped cream
with a million smiles.
I remember the flutter of words,
the soft spoken voices,
your bold eyes,
I can relate the beads of silver and purple
that mirrored in the moon light,
those steps of grace,
wide laughter
screaming happiness during weekends,
you'd beat me handsdown on scrabble,
yet, we'd fight over scores time and again.
When its time for tea, the games get wound
and a fresh dictionary gets opened to fight for meanings,
those days, when time flew
and we would run up to sainsbury's to pick vegetables for the week
and fight over for picking the right ones,
and then with so many shopping bags, the fight continues to
who would carry less? Ofcourse it had to be you! hehe
and when I carried them back home, we would sit for supper
buying time into the stories of the past,
tommorrow was just another beginning.

When I had to wait for Time to answer!

It's not easy to wait for times to have your say!
When the clock ticks by,
waiting for another day,
nothing happens:
time ticks again,
nothing happens:
Am I missing oppurtunities given, or am I not taking it despite given
No. I am sorry,
I am too qualified
and I don't seem to get my right choice
Now is time asking me to compromise?
Certainly I wouldn't!
But what if Time asks me to do so?
Neither could I see an opportunity nor could I see one being presented to me
to compromise or not, becomes then a secondary question.
I wait for time.
Time ticks by,
nothing to say to me,
another morning,
another evening,
still nothing,
Unfair time!
When is my day, the day, time comes to me and says,
ok today, I stop ticking
choose quick.
Then I choose to compromise or not....
But still now, till this minute,
neither has time stopped by me, nor has it given me an opportunity!
How long should I wait for TIME?
Till my hairs turn grey?
Till my memory fades?
After all my charms depart,
wrinkles grow.
Tell me time, tell me?
Should I wait for you to come and bring me a person to be with?

A Vaccum

Today, I sent an email,
for which I recieved a blank reply;
a reply that maybe meant
I have nothing to say!
It left a vaccum in me

A Quote & Un Quote

You can fall in love at first sight with a place as with a person. ~Alec Waugh

I Un-Quote

" You can't fall in love at first sight with a place as with a person" ~ Me, Ram

What difference does it make.

The person is more powerful than a place??? Only somtimes

Spaces for Love

There are spaces, and the spaces need to be large,
there are spaces, and the spaces need to be small,
yet there are spaces, just enough to be comfortable,
neither too large, nor too small.
There are spaces, and the spaces need to be just right,
there are spaces, and the spaces need to be bright,
yet there are spaces, just enough to be tight,
neither too large, nor too small.
These are the spaces,
the spaces of love,
spaces for humanity, compassion & pride,
all within a space of spaces.

Thirty of our Lives spent in sleeping!

What a shame!
Go to hampton court and they will shed light on you!

Hello's & Goodbye's

Some people come into our lives, they quickly go. Some others stay for a while, a few others leave a footprint in our hearts and we are never ever the same again. Yes. I am a true reflection of this statement.
In my 27 years of living, I have said "Hello" & "Good-Bye" to many. Some I was happy to see go and some others to this day I wish we had more time together. Simply because we just began to scratch the surface and soon time would be unkind to seperate us in the geography of living. In my random life, I've met people of all kinds, of all languages from different cities & socio cultural backgrounds. There were some very deepand lasting impressions made, memories that I will and can never forget. Some things we learned together and many others I realized, they were gone forever.
Call me nostalgic, curious, or simply just nosey I would love to know where some of these people are now. What they are doing, how they have chosen to live their lives, are they happy? Isn't life a great art. It gets us closer to meet these people, then it gives us the feeling that you can't live without this person and slowly it makes you realize that this isn't the right thing to go about. Why does this happen. Somtimes the feelings that start as great friends, transcends to a little bit more, then more than the "more" by itself" and finally beats our emotions, makes us forget the reality and be flooded with the memories, so difficult to leave behind for the rest of this life. After all, Life is not about a big thing, its about a million small things. However I realize, to say "hello" is very easy, but when hello's slowly transpire to "good-byes", emotions ebb.

Brutually True

You know those times when you find yourself just sitting somewhere random, or maybe walking, or maybe driving, and you don't try to control or direct your thoughts for once? You know those times when it's quiet and late and maybe even dark, when the mind becomes somewhat more of a mystery than it normally is. Because, when that happens, when I'm riding in my car and driving on pure instinct, or when I pace around my room while loosing my purpose for getting up in the first place, the mind wanders.. I guess I'm lucky in that tomorrow's to-do list or mile-long grocery list are not the things that appear before my glazed over eyes. Instead, I paint pictures. I can think of no better terminology than that, for they're not snapshots of remembrance. Nor are they poetic justices suddenly ruptured into being and begging to be captured and immortalized in print or on canvas. These are images of the ideal-- images which show themselves in colors unknown to man, textures so vivid and tints so alive that they become fantastical. They prove a source of longing, because when compared to the world around me, it's reality that seems marred and cheap, like a fabrication and imitation of the real thing, of my pictures. They find a way to trap my dreams and paint my hopes in my very minds eye. I'm filled with longing for moments like those I paint; and I wish in moments like those that I could humanly grasp such striking beauty and passion in my life. If only I could discover the source of these ideal moments which I seem to subconsciously formulate in the quite times. Then.. I realize what prompts and inspires these pictures, this wonderful gut-wrenching flood of colored emotion. They're but glazed over memories, focused memories, wishful memories, hopeful memories, the seizure of emotion found in a particular moment focused in a way to saturate the picture of that moment in feeling. I am always stunned to find myself present when my life becomes one of these pictures. The times which mirror the ideal. I've found the difference in reality and my painted pictures of idealism to be that in my pictures, I could fade the background.. there was no past and no future, simply a present. In my pictures, the details could remain so vivid because they were not smudged in doubt and faded with tears. I realized what I had been doing.. to take a scene, an experience, an action, a look, a breath, a touch, and remove that instance from reality. Take that precious moment and bring all the life hidden in the actions and skin and eyes and make them as vivid as they truly deserve to be. To truly appreciate each screaming nuance of a face full of love, or longing, or regret. How easy is it to go through life experiencing things, if we never take the time to appreciate them. To not find and pick up on certain times in our life which need to be savored.
Close your eyes, and pull reality onto your pallet, onto your canvas, and paint a picture of truth and honesty. Get lost in your picture and in that submersion discover the true meaning of love, and life, and what you want and long for out of both. Even if the picture, which seems to form of it's own accord, is as simple and fleeting and innocent as a girl lying on the grass with a rose stuck at her feet, facing a guy whose very face, whose very eyes, whose very smile, is worth living for...
Yeah, i think that's what i find.. the moments worth living for...

Admonished Feeling!

This was at the back of my mind. I remember the ancient maxim "primum non nocere" - First, do no harm (Nonmaleficence). This crawled into my mind last night. I dwelled deep to think beyond and I ended up going into a slumber, but not without dreams. A Phantasm or eidolon. Maybe the Revenant.
I bonafide myself as the true light of this dream. I cannot comprehend the blue fumes of last night, could I neither make a perception of the yellow burnings which once scared me out of the dark room and caught me in the whirlwind early August.
All of a sudden, I threw my blankets open and crushed my eyes, this was a dream.

Why I did'nt walk into Harvard! .

If I was ever asked a question on why I did'nt walk into "Harvard Business School" with an admission on hand, I would probably attribute them to circumstances. My Graduate friends Elina Paul & Wan Xan Lui abused me to the last word, but within I knew the responsibility at hand & not to waste anymore time with higher studies after a masters degree loomed larger and burnt the desire to meet the most challenging minds in the world. Do I regret it now. Well, the question can be a little different. Should I regret?
After 4 years now, my friend from HBS walked into the Swiss Bank, with a handsome reward. But it was not for money, for it was the desire which was burning within me to work and be a part of the financial world of the intellects. However, Now I am better placed with my own trade, but to say the least, it was somthing that came by compulsion than by chance & desire. I still continue to excel, but with the intensity probably not utilized to zenith. I could no longer be a part of the crowd, be a part of the social teams in the streets of Hannover, Zurich & Frankfurt, I could no longer see the world with a view of indifference, I could no longer make my midnight supper and miles to get a loaf of bread, I can no longer wonder in the isles of lonliness and write my desires and wishes, I can no longer wonder with the souls of confusion, think abrupt and play with life around. I can no longer see the crowds behind bars and sip my tomato juice to make a picturesque story of the buckston bent cuckoo cafe, I could no longer walk the streams, play with the water and call the birds to live with me, I can no longer be with the music of love. I can no longer make attempts to make my own apricot cakes, to be tasted by a close few and then pat me up to say, "it isn't that bad". I can no longer be a strawberry picker, a post man, a laundry boy and a cook. I can no longer travel trains night and day to reach work, get to know passers by of all origin, go without food for days and then stuff all of it in a gulp one fine afternoon. I can no longer visit the cafes of hope, the rivers of sorrow, the music of hopelessness, the desire of change and the trials of time. I can no longer re-visit the old backyards of Aunt Olivia's Kitchen. I can no longer re-visit the days true friendship of Jane & Michelle. I can only go back, unwind time and dream. But is the dream all of it?
I can do all this, but with a difference. But today, I am in a different profession, with a different living. However, I dont regret. For all what I thought was at a compromise. The price paid for my exposure. Probably I was too exposed to the world at large, and finally for me to live in a corner and yet get to travel is like showing the heaven but denying the doors. Maybe my walk to harvard would have never made me return to India. Now that I am here, I feel sad, yet very happy. I am given a responsibility and I know the task ahead.

Cross Cultural Dates

Cross Cultural Dates are like Apple Pies with Cream. They could give an everlasting flavor for an affable relationship, better, the generation to follow is generally to be born with a smarter gene, courtesy, a rare hybrid of the two. Cities have become more multicultural in recent years. People from different backgrounds, including religious, racial and cultural backgrounds are all living together in many large environments.
I have often been amazed with the current cross country / cross cultural relationships that have been mushrooming of late. Do we get to think, the conservatism & the mindset of the current generation is taking a paradigm shift? I think certainly so. Not long ago, a South American marrying a British was dubbed a"Geek". Today he is branded "Brilliant", maybe tommorrow it could prove to be a spark in the generation next's funda. Seduction & Compassion have become words beyond ethnics, language & color. Well, it should have been so for long, but the mental block in the social communities have often invaded personal priorities keeping the idealogy of the "centric human will" to the bay. Today its just burst out and the lava could soon spread the world. Going beyond cultural dates, I also question the democracy part of the cross cultural relationships, more so, after the relationships take a turn to be assigned a moral value called "Wedding". This bond and the relationship henceforth often come as a vibe within. Incidentally, I am also a very strong supporter of like minded companions being together in life. They may be friends/married life partners/ or even distant strangers or pen pals who look to strike upon a conversation understanding commonalities. I live to this day, believing happiness is this. Being with the people you are happy with. This could be offending to many, I may have to defend the world and social circles with ambigous reasons to comfort them, but the truth is, every living being is bonded with a special "She" or a special "He", this might not necessarily be your life partner or your best friend. This is true and true to the last degree. Similarily in cross cultural relationships, I have always noticed a active and a passive partner. If you observe this closely, you will always find this true. When one is bubbly, the other has to be the not "so" category. Living life fully can only come from within as internal happiness is directly proportionate to the state of the mind. A Happy moment for some may become a sad one. An elusive state of mind is often the question of happiness! What you think, is what becomes a thought and a thought becomes a web of analysis for the mind to be corrupt. Hence living life purely depends on the relationships you have, spend and spare. Loving mother, compassionate friends, understanding relatives and caring partners call for serenity. Whilst this is absent in the cross cultural/cross country relationships, the bond between the 2 becomes larger than the circle by itself, hence bringing relationships and values bound between the two. I am also still confused on the grounds of principles & living. I always believed that living and the principles of life are strongly determinded by the family and how they nurture. Understanding to love and to love and understand are relative sides of absolute living, which on long term could be questioned! Hence how could this be a parallel relationship. Now comes a question of compromise. Willing to adapt and change as often mutually becomes a king pin in the cross country/cross cultural relationships. If this is void, the turn could be a hair pin bend. The question of human right somtimes takes larger than life size images, and then ego and skepticism grow leaps and bounds affecting the fundamental relationship of the two i.e Love and love each other.

A Thought

There is a thought!
It made me happy when the smile returned!
Bliss: When " " returned
I caught a glimpse of this expression
I turned to " " and was about to ask a question
No sooner I realized, It was a little late in life.
This is a thought!
Yes it made me happy,
But soon the cry,
Wishing this had happened was now a illusion.
Thanks to " "
This empty space within the quote is just not the empty space
a Vaccum of imaginations: No!
A reality, within
Thanks again " "

Class comes only with Class

For long, I have noticed people, of many kinds, from many countries, from different social circles and it is quite evident how you can judge & read them like a open book. I have always noticed, irrespective of wealth, lifestyle and images, the one thing that stands apart and shown distint is the word "Class". Money cannot buy class! Class comes from Class only, where people think twice to combine elegance with luxury, Simplicity with Grandeur and Subtleness with Glamor. Class means much more than expression of the apparels. It could be a way of action, a crowd behaviour (or) a enchantment revealed within with an ray of charisma. Hence class cannot be taught & has to come from the within. Hence class is within and has to come from class only.

Beauty

Beauty is not made
Beauty is.
Invisible Embrace.
An illusion
To the eye of the beholder.

"And in thy voice I catch
The language of my former heart"
William Wordsworth, Tintern Abbey

A Dilemma

If I were given 2 weapons to choose
To Love: 1
To Be Loved: 2
Which Should I choose?
I heard the answer from the echos of Gita
only to be promised for none!

MY MIND

Thy Art, Thou Not
Thy Soul, Thou Me
More not
Some!

A Thing of Joy is a Beauty forever

"The Ode to Autumn" is probably the greatest of odes in literature compiled by my favorite poet of all times, John Keats. I also think, to the greatest extent of what I can personally comprehend literature and the language of & within it, these words immortalized Keats among his peers. "The Thing of Beauty is a Joy forever". Having replaced religion with these words, Keats not only attained fame and recognition, but probably took English Poetry to a new level of comprehension and understanding. These words personally mean a lot to me & I'm sure to the world at large. Beauty is subjective, lies in the eye of the beholder. When beauty becomes a perception, the beauty within gets reflected.

The Sound of Music way!

I've always longed for adventure,
To do the things I've never dared.
Now here I'm facing adventure
Then why am I so scared?

-- From the Lyrics in Sound of Music

Strokes of Truth

Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. When you lose, don't lose the lesson. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. Words given, cannot be taken back (Even if it was not meant and said in a hurry or anger). Spend some time alone.
Remember that silence is somtimes the best answer.
Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

Personal Spaces

I have always believed firmly in not invading "Personal Spaces" of any humanbeing. This includes my wife, my best friend and my best companion. "Personal Spaces" are driven by the heart and mind of an individual and is the freedom of right in this world. Men & Women are equal, furthering the statement, I shall say that a man & his wife are no more than 2 friends, each sharing the love and affection of the other. The only difference between a wife and a friend according to me is the relationships of lust. In western parlance, including hugging and kissing becomes an act of fellowship and the love you share with a humanbeing. Our traditon may defy it, for all the good, but the westernized culture maybe calls for more intimacy. More to a fact, that when such intervention is not there, a humanbeing gels better, fares well and actually appreciates the way of living. According to the Hindu Customs and in a majority, the girl enters the boy's home after wedding and is expected to live severally among others and change accordingly. Here, the principle of freedom is in perils. They say, never try and fight with nature, or change the course of the wind. It is against the tide. Hence allowing a person to lead his/her own life without compromising is about the meaningful act of life and re-creating a personal space, where his/her world is as per his/her wish.
Personal Space could mean his/her own preferences. It could mean the kind of things I use to be comfortable, A thought which I entertain and the be with the people I am close with. Most often, Marraiges change the persons life. Being you and retaining yourself is somthing that is very important and when one does it, it remains a symbol of healthier relationships and values.

A Long unanswered question?

What do I do to overcome the feelings of the heart if the mind keeps denying it?
Can you help me?

A Blue Print.

Today I realized I wanted a blue print of someone:
I pray God to accept my humility in this request:
I do know the reality!
This life is over: I am happy for sure.
To make me more happy:
The Generation next, when I am ordered to be born a human again,
Shall I request YOU, to present upon this humble request
so that I can share the passions of common interest and un-common ideas
to present a life:
- For Someone (With a drop of tear) From Someone.

Pages in Life

As I meet people, and travel places,
Start working and get to know what life is,
my pages start to unfold:
I learn the true colors of humanbeings,
the true meaning of the values embodied within,
and the true nature of the fickle mindedness in human beings
despite all this,
I still managed to find a pearl, deep down
yet, I could'nt grasp it,
for it remained a elusive object of beauty
This is life!
You wish, You expect, You Cry for, You long for,
some get, some don't
the one's who get them, go without somthing else,
the one's who don't get them, go with somthing else more beautiful

Sharing your life with someone who doesnt appreciate you or your works is like sharing a mind with a rock.

Moral Ambiguity!

It would be nice if we always knew the morally right thing to do, if our choices and commitments were painted in stark black and white. Unfortunately life is full of gray areas, including situations in which all the choices that confront us seem morally problematic, in which all the people who surround us seem composed of equal parts good and evil.
Somtimes you have to defeat your mind & heart to win over the world. I think it is just impossible. The Mind and the Heart always emerges the winner. Maybe a good nuero-science expert could tell us why?

If the world around you doesn't fulfill your expectations, and thoughts like "What do I live for?" and "What is the meaning of my life?" keep bothering you, we need to talk. It's not a feeling of melancholy, and no medicine will cure it.
Rather the answer is you are so special. The black dot in your heart has just begun to grow. You are in the beginning of your path. Thousands of people were shown that way and they are on the move already.
Age, religion, race and gender don't matter. Find out the truth about yourself. For this, you need to walk in silence, agony and pain. Walking with me also helps :-)

True home

The Idea that Life is an exile and the true home of the soul is elsewhere can be traced back to the various passagesin the Republic & even in the empedocles.
Similarly the true home of love is not with the person we live with, or sorrounded by, its with a person who thinks of us most often, in silence, without expressing words.
The true home of love is sorrounded by lots of silence, a little smile when met, an occasional peek to know their inner life.
This is True Home of the soul. It means the soul is elsewhere, a migration from the imminent present to the forgotton past and to-be tommorrow.
--- RAM on understanding what life is truly --

Contemplating on What Next?

In a direction-less world,
In a motion-less place,
there lived a clue-less soul,
where price-less thoughts &
figure-less imaginations
took a miraculous destiny.
I decided to "Quit" my Job
but then "What Next"
I wanted a change!
A change for good.
But "What Next".
Change!
Change is the law of Universe
I agree.

She !

I first met her, I was impressed by her diction
then her dictation.
Her air of confidence was somthing appreciable
Swaying with energy,
if need be sobre with compassion,
her science of life matched mine
her physics of understanding made the gravity of togetherness
her chemistry of interests made me laud her
she is the "SHE" i was waiting for,
Unfortunately, I had to accept the reality of life
She remains for someone, I am gone to the world of "else-s"

My Mind.

My Mind is my best friend, but could also be my worst foe!
It is a friend and an enemy within!
Beware!

Dream

The Dream is not what you see in sleep, dream is the thing which does not let you sleep.

Marriage

Marriage is game in France
Marriage is commitment in England
Marriage is amusement in America
Marriage is sentiment & Heaven in India

L-O-V-E

Across Cultures, Can Conquer

Happiness

Happiness is the undying quest of life, the unquenchable thirst and the insatiable hunger of all human kind. Happiness is what we all seek for, what we long for. But can such bliss be nothing but an elusive state of mind, which is here one moment and gone the next, or is such a positive outlook attainable for a lifetime? Perhaps it is, it just is.

The Big Decision!

I have a big decision to make? I am thinking to take 3 of the best human beings I met in life as confidants! I don't know if I can do it! I entered a phase of great depression! The saga of sorrow. I am in tears. My tears grew intense. I know I will overcome this. But When? Even if I do, can I now not be thinking of this again? Surely, I will. I am talking about the big decision. I am delaying it, but can I avoid? The inevitable is indeed inevitable.
"What begins in anger, will end in shame" - I obey this rule. I will delay and keep delaying and the day when I can't, I shall forgive these words, and rest in peace. I will seek athma. Yes, its Ram writing this.

The Beauty of Silence

I am a prolific socializer but a man of few words! Does it make sense. If it does, you are like me. Silence is clarity, focus and enlightenment paving way to tranquility. When I so wanted to meet someone, I so wanted to speak, but I remained silent. I understood, in silence, expressions of love and passion are better understood. A Tear of Joy!

What is this thingee about "Compromise"

Nothing at all. It is about being philosophical. Never do it. You will regret!
hang on! my conscience intrudes.
Always do it, because life's all about compromises!
I'm confused. I will stay so.

My Achillies Heel!

Contemplation on how to lead life with a direction, I now not know. If it was to win money, my virtual conscience says "stop", "turnabout" and "leave the world". But where's my flying saucer to the other world?
If it was to win a heart, I lost time and made this compromise! A compromise for good (Maybe this is what I should say to lead my life happier)
If it was to win a place in life to be a "hall of fame", I go with the wind and adjust with the sail.
What am I waiting for? Nothing at all! Then why do I live? Because existance is the beginning of being extinct. When will the process of "extinct" start? It will the day when I think of the beauty of existance and the beginning of life. It is all very complex. I am only a physical person. The Soul is somewhere. It is with someone else, who can read me like a book!

Why is being "Social" Misunderstood?

We no more live in an era of conservatism. Expression of freedom, righteousness & the will to do what I like (is right to my conscience) is pronounced. I have no idea why being social is critisized and blown out of proportions?
Isn't it Human freedom to have the right to speak, do and justify the actions of our minds? Why fear the society? The so called "society" where no social values vibe with intellectual levels. If society cannot understand the difference between "love" & "affection:, the difference between being a "friend" & "partner for life", why is then a society and what does it exist for?. What is wrong in having a hand in hand relationship with the opposite sex, where your intentions are to share your minds, bring about the best in you and have a companion worth for life. This too is friendship, at a higher level. If society cannot understand the relationships between humanbeings, why live in this so called society. Refrain and do what your mind says. I can have girls as friends and friends as girls. I can have boys as friends and friends as boys. I can even have girls as companions, when companionship is truly defined to share the minds and speak the words. The Mind is open, the heart is open. Society is a glass house. The more it is visible, when the more people look into others. What a shame?

A GLUE

Reason & Logic are the glue that holds me firm & Together. Faith & Notion makes me live life to the fullest. Love & Compassion gives me more breath. This is a Glue in Life. My Life and the way I live it - RAM

The Beauty of our Body Structure

The human brain is the world's most powerful computer

The human body has roughly 60,000 miles of blood vessels

The human nose can remember 50,000 different scents

A human sneeze can exceed 100 miles per hour

The human body contains about 32 million bacteria per square inch

The largest internal organ in the human body is the small intestine

Three hundred million cells die every minute in the human body

Human stomach acid is strong enough to dissolve razorblades

Humans produce enough saliva to fill one or two swimming pools

Humans have as many hairs per square inch as chimpanzees

POWER OF HUMAN MIND

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.

Did you read it correctly? Yes, You should have, if you're a human being!!!!!

Color Psychology

Like death and taxes, there is no escaping color. It is ubiquitous. Yet what does it all mean? Why are people more relaxed in green rooms? Why do weightlifters do their best in blue gyms?

Black
Black is the color of authority and power. It is popular in fashion because it makes people appear thinner. It is also stylish and timeless. Black also implies submission. Priests wear black to signify submission to God. Some fashion experts say a woman wearing black implies submission to men. Black outfits can also be overpowering, or make the wearer seem aloof or evil

White
Brides wear white to symbolize innocence and purity.

Red
The most emotionally intense color, red stimulates a faster heartbeat and breathing. It is also the color of love

Blue
The color of the sky and the ocean, blue is one of the most popular colors. It causes the opposite reaction as red. Peaceful, tranquil blue causes the body to produce calming chemicals, so it is often used in bedrooms

Green
Currently the most popular decorating color, green symbolizes nature. It is the easiest color on the eye and can improve vision. It is a calming, refreshing color. People waiting to appear on TV sit in "green rooms" to relax

Yellow
Cheerful sunny yellow is an attention getter. While it is considered an optimistic color, people lose their tempers more often in yellow rooms, and babies will cry more. It is the most difficult color for the eye to take in, so it can be overpowering if overused. Yellow enhances concentration, hence its use for legal pads. It also speeds metabolism.

Purple
The color of royalty, purple connotes luxury, wealth, and sophistication. It is also feminine and romantic. However, because it is rare in nature, purple can appear artificial.

Brown
Solid, reliable brown is the color of earth and is abundant in nature. Light brown implies genuineness while dark brown is similar to wood or leather. Brown can also be sad and wistful. Men are more apt to say brown is one of their favorite colors.

This Morning!

This Morning I wrote to Him
asking for some elixir:
I distanced from the world of heavenly pleasures,
yet the elixer seemed in striking distance
the elixir of life!

The Art of Seduction by Robert Greene

A Must read if you're looking for somthing Mix'n Match in life.

Happiness

"Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you." - Nathaniel Hawthorne (1804-1864)

Today

At the end of today, if it has been preoccupied with thoughts of enjoyment that might be coming, we will find that we have lost something valuable that will be gone forever. Today! In hoping to be happy about something in the future, instead of being happy right now, we are missing out. We often want more time, more money for that new purchase, a better job, better health. The list may be long. This is such a waste because there are probably many things to feel really good about each day. Unfortunately we are encouraged to dwell on things that we have yet to acquire. If we were bombarded with daily reminders of how lucky we are and how much we have to be happy about, we would retire at night with wonderful days behind us. "No matter what looms ahead, if you can eat today, enjoy the sunlight today, mix good cheer with friends today, then enjoy it and bless God for it. Do not look back on happiness or dream of it in the future. You are only sure of today; do not let yourself be cheated of it." - Henry Ward Beecher (1813-1878) Our day should be free of other stresses and worries. An analysis of a bad event that has happened, or may happen, can be worthwhile in determining a course of action. Beyond that, to continue worrying about it is a completely useless waste of time and is harmful to our health. Worry does not help the future experience and could make it worse, and the past cannot be changed. "Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could, some blunders and absurdities have crept in. Forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day." - Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882) So enjoy yourself today because it is not coming back.

Thoughts

"We are what we think" - Buddha (BC)

Anger

"Whatever is begun in anger, ends in shame." - Ben Franklin (1706-1790).

ATTITUDE MEANS A LOT!

"I had the blues because I had no shoes until upon the street, I met a man who had no feet." - Ancient Persian Saying

"The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven." - John Milton (1608-1674)

If I could comprehend the two above versions about Attitude, I thought, I could Suceed.

What is Love?

There are various kinds of love with even more definitions of each. One popular version might be described as the desire for two people to spend their lives together, with a continuing compassion for each other through good and bad times. Joseph Addison (1672-1719) puts it quite nicely this way: "Two persons who have chosen each other out of all the species with a design to be each other's mutual comfort and entertainment have, in that action, bound themselves to be good-humored, affable, discreet, forgiving, patient, and joyful, with respect to each other's frailties and perfections, to the end of their lives." Of course it isn't always easy because conflicts about ideas, choices and habits arise. Some of these conflicting situations are easy to overlook while others can be very annoying, upsetting, and continual. Some personal mannerisms of one may never suit those of the other, and compromise cannot always be reached. Parting ways might seem inevitable, but often relaxing and rethinking the whole picture can result in a positive turn. For example, many difficulties in a friendship, including marriage, can be put to the back by the simple act of resignation. By accepting certain personal conditions as permanent, they will somehow become more acceptable. Eventually the conflicting ideas may not be much of an issue, thanks to resignation. This leaves more room for mutual contentment and fondness. Has the other's point of view been considered earnestly? How about a commitment to doing things that are basically unfavorable if it will improve the relationship? What are the other's favorable traits and conditions that are being overlooked? Nobody has to be perfect! "If you wished to be loved, love." - Lucius Seneca (3-65)

Why Worry?

"If you can solve your problem, then what is the need of worrying? If you cannot solve it, then what is the use of worrying?" - Shantideva

"I think these difficult times have helped me to understand better than before how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way and that so many things that one goes around worrying about are of no importance whatsoever." - Isak Dinesen

Now Should I Worry Mr.Conscience??? Never !! :-)

LIFE

"Be happy while you're living, for you're a long time dead." - Scottish Proverb
In our daily routine let's include time to enjoy others and thus ourselves. Look and wonder at the trees, fields and mountains, smell the flowers, hear the birds, and watch the clouds in the sky.

"This world, after all our science and sciences, is still a miracle; wonderful, magical and more, to whosoever will think of it." - Thomas Carlyle (1795-1881)

Face your problems bravely, confidently, and improve on your situation, no matter what state it be in. Be good to feel good. Be active and improve your mind. Laugh, relax, and sleep well.

Life is mostly froth and bubble;
Two things stand like stone:
Kindness in another's trouble,
Courage in our own.
- Adam Gordon (1833-1870)

BHAKTI!

Bhakti is an ancient Sanskrit word which means Pure Love and Devotion. “Pure” implies that there is no adulteration or mixture of anything else. Love in its highest and most perfect state must be entirely pure and devoid of any other desire than to give happiness and benefit to the beloved, the object of one’s love.
In the ancient Vedic literatures, the Supreme object of the love of all beings is the Absolute Truth, the Supreme Personality of Godhead who is the source of all that exists and the foundation of the entire creation. That Absolute Living Being is known by many thousands of names in many languages. But amongst all of these names one of His most prominent and perfect names is KRSNA (pronounced Krishna), which means the All Attractive and All Beautiful. KRSNA is the source of every living being and all energy and is also the supreme controller of all that exists. He is eternal and has no origin Himself. He is ever existent and has an eternal form full of Bliss and knowledge, Sat, Chit and Ananda. Pure Love and Devotion to Him is the supreme perfection of all living beings and by attaining this, they enter into the eternal spiritual world where they can eternally associate with and serve the All-Love Sri Krsna along with His eternal associates.
The living being in this world, regardless of the present form of bodily manifestation as either a human being, animal, bird, beast, plant, insect or aquatic, is an eternal spiritual particle of transcendental consciousness, known in Sanskrit as Jiva-Atma, or the living entity. In the present condition of material imprisonment, the eternal soul identifies himself with the temporary body which he currently occupies, but in actuality is always separate from and aloof from the physical body, just as a person is separate from a car although riding in it. In this dream-like condition of forgetfulness he forgets his eternal spiritual nature and identity and becomes immersed in the illusion of identifying himself with the temporary material body which is full of suffering and misery ending ultimately in old age and death.
To attain freedom from this condition and to revive the original eternal consciousness of the pure soul, the Vedas describe the most effective process of Bhakti-Yoga, pure divine love and devotion to this absolute Supreme Personality of Godhead, Sri Krsna. By following this process under the expert guidance of a pure realized guru, spiritual master, and learning how to apply the teachings in a practical way in one’s daily life, anyone can become eligible to attain the highest states of Divine Ecstatic Love of God. This is truly the most complete and ultimate system of God Realization presented in all of the Vedic scriptures and the various religious texts in the world. And this is the pathway to attaining the ultimate goal of human form of life.

A True Shade

Did you ever notice your shadow under a banyan tree on a full moon day? If not, you should!
What you will see is a true shade of your inner-conscience.
What is it?
Its the spirit of your after life.
This is true.

Are you thinking of me?

Yes! You are!
Don't Lie! You are still thinking of me!
Yes, I am still thinking of you!
We will never be together!
We can meet, we can speak,
We will not be what we thought, we will!
You missed the boat!
You did!
Maybe You never knew I existed!
Maybe You were not too visible to my eyes!
I never knew you existed!
After a few days, we met, but then it was late
Now we speak and share the artefact of life.
One locked, another unlocked,
One door is shut, the other is open,
but did'nt you realize its now too late,
I say its never late untill its over!
Think again. I can be your friend for life,
a companion till death.
Will you allow me to do so?

I Paid a Price!

Today, I paid a price for being "myself". My conscience travelled a million miles to ask "Her" if I was made with wax, if I could melt if you lit me. She said "In a way". I dreamt till the day with Contemplation. She traversed through seven seas, a hunderd & one mountaines, over glorious rivers, kissed the amazon, swayed over the Nile and breath through the rain forests, but when she found my hand, she was late, only a little, but that was enough. I was enveloped by a known devil, an unknown evil & a lost cause. I wished I was still the same wax, waiting for her to lit me and then burn down to dissapear without a trace. Little did I know that the woods, the same woods, that was once a lovely dark & deep as said in Literature, turned out to rob all of me. Neither Am I a bird or a free being like Ariel, Neither Am I a wind or a Prospero instilled Storm, but in Shakespearean words, I was "thy a soul"

Taking Your Mind to the Nth Degree!

The Law of the Inner Life

Those who live the inner life begin to see a law which is hidden from the average man. There is the law of nature which is known as science, and that of life which is called moral law; but beyond science and morals there is another law. It may be called occult law, or in other words inner law; a law which can be understood by an open heart and an awakened soul.

This law manifests to the view of the seer in many and varied forms; sometimes it appears in a quite contrary form to the effect that it has later on in its manifestation. The eye of the seer becomes a sword which cuts open, so to speak, all things, including the hearts of men, and sees clearly through all they contain; but it is a cutting open which is at the same time healing.

In the Qur'an it is said, 'He who taught with the pen, taught man that which he knew not.' And what does that mean? It means that to the man who lives the inner life, everything that he sees becomes a written character and this whole visible world a book. He reads it as plainly as a letter written by his friend. And besides this, he hears a voice within which becomes to him a language. It is an inner language; its words are not the same as the words of the external language. It is a divine language. It is a language without words, which can only be called a voice, and yet it serves as a language. It is like music, which is as clear as a language to the musician. Another person enjoys music, but only the musician knows exactly what it says, what every note is, how it is expressed and what it reveals. Every phrase of music to him has a meaning; every piece of music is a picture to him. But this is so only with a real musician.

Some people profess to have clairvoyance and clairaudience, and very often delude others by giving false prophecies; but the one who lives the inner life does not need to prophecy; he does not need to tell others what he sees and what he hears. It is not only that he is not inclined to do so, but also he sees no necessity for it; besides, he cannot fully express himself. How difficult it is to translate fully the poetry of one language into the poetry of another! Yet it is only interpreting the ideas of one part of the earth to the people of another part of the same earth. How much more difficult, then, it must be to translate or to interpret the ideas of the divine world to the human world! In what words can they be given? what phrases can be used for them? and after being given even in words and phrases, who would understand them? It is the language of a different world.

Therefore, when the prophets and seers of all ages have given to humanity a certain message and law, it was only the giving of a drop from the ocean which they received into their hearts. And this also is a great difficulty, for even this drop is not intelligible. Does every Christian understand the Bible? Does every Muslim know the Qur'an, or every Hindu the Vedanta? No, they may know the words of the verses, but not always the real meaning. Among the Muslims there are some who know the whole Qur'an by heart, but that does not fulfil the purpose. The whole of nature is a secret book, yet it is an open book to the seer. How can man translate it? how can man interpret it? It is like trying to bring the sea on to the land; one can bring it, but how much?

The understanding of this law gives quite a different outlook on life to the seer; it makes him more inclined to appreciate all that is good and beautiful, to admire all that is worth admiring, to enjoy all that is worth enjoying, to experience all that is worth experiencing. It awakens the sympathy of the seer to love, to tolerate, to forgive, to endure and to sympathize; it gives the inclination to support, to protect, and to serve those in need. But can he say what he really feels, how he really feels? No, he cannot say it even to himself.

Therefore the one who lives the inner life is all things; he is as a physician who knows things that a physician cannot know; an astrologer who knows much more than the astrologer; an artist who knows that which an artist could not know; a musician who knows what a musician does not know; a poet who knows what the poet cannot perceive. For he becomes the artist of the entire world, the singer of the divine song; he becomes an astrologer of the entire cosmos, which is hidden from the sight of men. He does not need outer things as the signs of knowing the eternal life. His very life is the evidence of the everlasting life. To him death is a shadow; it is a change; it is turning the face from one side to the other. To him all things have their meaning, every movement in this world: the movement of the water, of the air, of the lightning and the thunder and the wind. Every movement has a message for him, it brings to him some sign. To another person it is only the thunder, it is only a storm, but to him every movement has its meaning. And when he rises in his development, not only has every movement its meaning, but in and above every movement there is his command. It is that part of his life which brings him mastery.

Besides this, in all affairs of this world, of individuals and multitudes, which confuse people, which bring them despair, and cause them depression, which give joy and pleasure, which amuse them, he sees through all. He knows why it comes, whence it comes, what is behind it, what is the cause of it, and behind the seeming cause what is the hidden cause; and if he wished to trace the cause behind the cause he could trace back to the primal cause, for the inner life is lived by living with the primal cause, by being in unity with the primal cause. Therefore the one who lives the inner life, in other words, who lives the life of God, God is in him and he is in God.

Being Different is me! But some call me Arrogant! I am not, I am "being myself"

"I am different, so accept me", I am so different that I find negativity in everything around me. I am equally so different, because I find beauty in the smallest and most un-thinkable of objects, I love certain things, which are unexplained to a lot many human eyes.I am not Supreme, I am only different, but to which river & tributary I belong, I am still unable to figure out.
Not because I am a Perfectionist in life, but because I belong to a class where few intrude and dialogue with me. I am really different. For this reason, some call me Arrogant! Others call me I'm completely insane, but the very few with whom I enjoy the best part of my time, call me loving, sociable & a thinker. I am not doubt an extrovert, I love writing, scribble some verses and call them poetry, but to a few these lines mean a lot. Being perfect and time conscious is probably what I look for in everybody.
Over the years, I became a rebel and often disagreed with my elders. If I didn't like something, I fought against it until I won. I am not too keen with relationships with family members. At best, I can be close to a few. The one's I am close to, I give my heart, hands and heaven out. Not even wild horses can stop me. If I win over a friend or a well - wisher, they stay the same way till the end, even if they move out, I try to move in. When I hate people, It remains hatred for life. I try to change, but will never be able to. Maybe I am born with this. I am different.
I always want to be a class apart. I really want to. Not because I want to show off, its because, I am that way. I cannot accept the common idealogy, I tend to have a perception and view different from 99% of the world population. My Idealogy can be realistic to me, not to many. But I feel I can always forsee things and thats why I am doing better.

Change is the Law of Universe

"Change is the Law of Universe". I didnt believe untill I read the Geeta Saar. It did say as below: (An extract)
Why do you worry in vain?Of whom are you afraid?Who can kill you?Soul never takes birth, never dies.You are that soul, you are immortal.Whatever happened was good.Whatever is happening is good.Whatever shall happen will be good.Don’t lament the past.Don’t worry about future.Present is here, take care of it.What is lost for which you cry?What you brought with you in this world which is lost?What is your creation, which is destroyed?You did not bring anything with you.Whatever you received was here.Whatever you give was here.You received all from God.You give all to God.Your hands were empty at birth.They shall be empty at death.What is yours today belonged to somebody else yesterday.What is yours today shall belong to somebody else tomorrow.You attach yourself unnecessarily which is source of sorrows.Change is law of nature.What you consider is death, is life.In one moment you become owner of millions.Next moment you become a pauper.Wash away the feelings of mine-thine, high-low from you mindRemove them from your thoughtsThen all will belong to you andYou will belong to all.This body is not yours.You are not this body.This body is made of five elements –Space, air, fire, water and earth.One day it shall merge in five elements.Soul is eternal.You are that soul.Submit yourself to GodThis is the best shelter.One who knows this shelter never knows –Fear, worry or sorrow.Whatever you do submit that to God.You will experience liberation by doing thus.

Life

How many times I think of it,
I am fed up with the way it is!
Sometimes I want to run away
Far & Long, where none can intrude
Frustration creeps in:
Minds muddle, there is no self-belief
I just want to go and do my things,
society intrudes,
stops me there! Why?
I am not brave to face the world of the vices
yet, within me, I have the power to overrule,
but I don't.
I am caught in 2 minds!
I can neither live, nor can I lead a life away from all this
I like someone
I am not able to express!
I hate a few
I act as if I like them!
I can act so beautifully to please the world,
But I cannot find the truth in me
I can forgive
for the sake of doing it,
I can believe
because sometimes I am forced to

Never Compromise

The Biggest Mistakes in Life is to COMPROMISE!
for then, you are guilty of doing it:
and then regret for the rest of the life for having done it.
Instead, we remain being without compromised:
and regret not:
This is a lesson I learnt,
I learnt a little late, but however I learnt it well!

Reminding me!

A Few Years Ago....
Your Smile: A Lust
Your Laugh: A Seduction
Your Eyes: Hypnotize me
& Now...
Your Smile: A Hate
Your Laugh: A Confusion
Your Eyes: A Mock
Why?
I am not there for you.

Success in the words of Ralph Waldo Emerson

To laugh often and love much;
To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;
To earn the approval of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;
To appreciate beauty;
To find the best in others;
To give of one's self;
To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition;
To have played and laughed with enthusiasm and sung with exultation;
To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived...
This is to have succeeded.

The Glee & Joy of life is much to do about people, sometimes you meet them in WAX & yet say life is so beautiful.! Indeed it is!

The Morning Messenger

The Little Dew Drops from the Pine trees dripped down below, the sun gleaming through, the birds chirping and taking their flight northwards to natures call, a little breeze, the squirrels in search for the elusive tree to find their breakfast fruit, all this to a daily routine. One thing unusual this day, I opened up my diary to look into a fairy!

She

Are you hearing me? I'm in love with you! I cannot forget the dreams of the past. I can re-live them a million times. I wish it had happenned all over again, but with you. Are you hearing me? This is life! Eternal Life.
I wish you were in my arms, I wish we had been together wondering in the isles of loneliness, I wish we had a date with destiny. Are you hearing me?
We met a little late, we spoke in silence, we keep exchanging words of love, no emotions seen or shown, yet we want to meet, we dream & we seek togetherness
Hear me, hear me? Are you?

My Best Friend

She talks to me only in dreams, She speaks only to me, whispers only to my ears, runs through my hair and comforts me with a little tab. In reality, she only likes me and I only like her: But for society we neither express nor share to the wider world or even to ourselves, how cruel this world is.

A Golden Moment

The Air is thin. The Wintry breeze got into my clothes, kissed me all over: my hair blown away, the moon light invading my personal space to hug me & envelope with a silver light. She dances and asks me to join with her to sway along, the beaches, pure white sands & gentle waves invites me to have an affair with Nature. I turn, everything else is mystery. What it could be? A Little Fairy tale !

Stolen Heart

I Keep reminding myself of certain visual sights in life. The evening dinner, the special places, the games, the smiles we exchanged & the times we keep dreaming of each other. Endlessly my love with my dreams continue, my passion with my visual sight exceeds the charm of the day to day life.